Well here I go again blabbing away. Donna you have been kicking my ass on a daily basis and I thank you for that as My process is coming along nicely. I have gotten to the point I like being with me again and now maybe I can get use to being alone. I have had a very rough month or so but I am not dumb enough to think it is over yet I know from time to time my mind is going to wander back and the hurt will still be there. I try to not think about it but sometimes it just happens....lol. Slipping back as we all do from time to time but the memories are so sweet... Well that is enough for today and I will blab more at a later time... Everyone have a great day i know damn well I am going to.....Tim